January 2009
you know what I just realized
I always ruin shit. and not ruin other peoples’ shit, its always my shit.
I'm tired...
of the constant rejection. not just from guys, from everyone and everything. I know I’m not the prettiest girl around but I’m decent. I know I’m not the skinnest but I’m fer shure not huge. I don’t have a certain style but isn’t it better to just be me?
ugh fml.
2006
the year before my life came crashed down and then adruptly stop somewhere in the present.
‘06 brought:
my best friends
advance math-_-
cell phone
my first kiss
my first serious bf
mario-_-
braces :D
lily left :(
mibel was my neighbor-_-
12
MSN was the shit
my first iPod
y-unior
&& lots more.
I miss that year.
my dare.
last night at megan’s, I kissed timothy hoffman’s belly button.
and I licked the carpet.
but I KISSED TIMMY’S BELLY BUTTON!
when that kid becomes president I’m gonna be like I kissed that kid’s belly button!
legit, I would totally do that.
nicknames :]
megan - beast
gemma - SUPERsonic
rosemary(me) - EPIC
tianna - FAIL
we are a beast supersonic epic fail. oh that is orgasmic ;]
whats wrong with me? lately I don’t give a fuck about anything anymore. all I gave a crap about was this kid but like always its never what I thought it would be. I’m the type of person that knows whats wrong with myself physically and mentally and right now I have no insight on the mental part. I need a day to myself and then a day to start my life over and scratch out the old one....
ughh
I’m really trying to work this out but how am I suppose to work something out that hasn’t even started?!